walk on

I was wowed, amazed, and challenged.

Challenged? Now where did that come from?

I guess I was used to "Marge?yeah that's her field" spot. I know that sounds childish but hey, I am human.

It's not the competition, nor the pride. Its more of having to renew your knowledge in your own thing. A thing that, for the past years, you have been ruling.

Stepping down is no problem, seeing that I never assumed the position, but the rising uncertainties are. For one thing, I based a decision on that 'thing'. A decision big and grave enough to affect my life in the future. I never was sure of myself, I am aware of the risks. But now, ugly thoughts are sprouting. Shaking my confidence.

But its alright.

I guess I'll just walk on.